I am so sick and tired of going to meetings and hearing someone say that. It matters a hell of a lot. I can't remember the last time I was clean for 24 days. Every day is a damn miracle. I realize I need to get a sponsor, do service work, follow the steps, but DAMN. I hear so many conflicting views on this. It's just irritating to have something I'm so proud of be spit on like that.
Clean time absolutely matters to me. I get my 30 day key tag next Monday, and I'll probably bawl like a baby.
it totally does the longer it goes and it is a length of time you should look at and be happy about. It only doesn't matter in that it will only ever take once to drop that number back to 0 good luck on your Journey I am here cheering for you!
ReplyDeleteThank you wonderful woman, I appreciate that more than you could know!! Who would have thought we would have become the best of friends? I love you and thank you for your support on my journey!
ReplyDeleteIt only takes one pick up to fall back down, and I'm tired of falling. Time to run. :)